Wonderful Day! Such a BLESSING! :)

oh my GOD! i can't believe it, as in sobra! i passed first year. Thank God! Oh my GOD! haaayyy.. sobrang saya ko talaga! hayy. thank you Papa God ko, Thank You! You never let me down. haay. As In sobrang Thank You. Thank You din po sa mga mentors ko.. DOC's Thank You! *supertythuggss*

i wanna share this with you guys.. this kept me holding on..

Dear Soldier,

I see that you're tired. I tell you, drop your sword and put down your shield. Why worry about the fight? After all it's not your battle. It's mine. All you have to do is to be in the battle field. Then against the thousand who tried to destroy you, there i will stand and rescue you. Winning this WAR requires neither only me nor you. But rather ME and YOU. Just do your best and I'll take care of the rest.

Your COMMANDER, JESUS CHRIST.

Wala lang. gusto ko lang share sanyo. Basta, Lift up everything to him, never doubt. Keep your faith. Just do your best and i know, for sure (proven and tested) he'll take care of the rest. Love you Papa God.


Inspirational Quotes from my Friends:

"Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothings really over unless you stop trying. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave." - From Karen

"The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long." - Fom Master Joe

"Worrying Doesn't change naything. But trusting the LORD changes everything. When we put our cares in GOD's hands, HE puts HIS peace in our Heart." From my study buddy, Ghia.

My PARENTS raised ME up, I Won't let THEM down.

New Playlist! :)

hey guys! changed my playlist already. ih you have time check the songs out. and yeah, sign my guest book and leave me a message at my tag-board. thanks yah all! :) peace out! :)

so like? hhmmm..

grabe! got nothing to do! soo pissed off still! dude! come on! what's wrong? tell me.. please! you know i hate to be ignored. well, if you like it his way, so be it. im so like trying here. you can open up.. what's wrong? have i done something that offended you? hhmm.. can't remember actually!so like immature to be acting this way. huhuhuh :( you tend to be so cold and start to ignore me, i think i have the right to know why diba? diba? so tell me, bring it on! *peace*

im not stupid, so don't make me look stupid. i feel it. damn im human! i have feelings..

My Zodiac, The Virgin.

Virgo, The Virgin

August 23 to September 22

The Virgo character is precise, refined, and a lover of cleanliness and hygiene. Conventional, with a rather reserved manner. They are usually observant, shrewd, critical, and patient. Supporters of the conservati'status quo', and ve in all areas of life. Virgos are undemonstrative due to a coolness in their nature. Very selective, and non committal in friendship, they prefer to keep relationships on a superficial basis.

Quietly reserved, Virgos are polite and soft spoken people. Unassuming, outwardly cheerful and agreeable, they can be sensible, discreet, wise and witty, with an understanding of other people's problems which they tackle with deftness. Virgos find their friends among those who can help them move up the social strata. They can be name droppers as they like to associate with achievers.

They are practical, mental people, possessing inquiring and logical minds. In this respect, they make excellent students, and good teachers. Their mental bend gives them the ability to analyze and solve the most complicated problems. Virgos have a wonderful eye for detail and often neglect the overall issues. Practical and good with their hands, they are excellent technicians and have good inventive talents. Hard workers and conscientious, they are perfectionists with little tolerance for shoddy work. There is no place in their world for people who are footloose and fancy free.

Weee! Summer-Bummin' at my Crib. :)

Its my vacation. it's been a long time since my last blog. haha :) *thanks to jobsie, cos she reminded me of blogs!* when i opened blogspot, i forgot my username and password. tried different usernames and passwords, and finally i got in! hahaha :) added and removed some stuffs already. by the weekend, im gonna change my playlists. it sucks already, hella old old songs. hehehe :) aion.

NEXT...

Beach Life? anu b un? well, that's the game i've been playing for quite a long time already. its like "the sims" but here you get to build your own beach resort. really really ccol, nice reggae and house sounds too. :) i'll share with you a picture of my so called "lil bora". :) ung picture sa stop, sample! :) sobrang cool nito, you need to unlock the stages pa. basta try nyo.

NEXT...

Funny Funny morning. mom told me.

Mama: `Nak, si lolo mo nakakatawa kanina.
Reng: Bakit ma?
Mama: Kasi nung nagising siya, nagpunta siya ng bathroom. tapos ako nag luto ng breakfast.
Reng: o tapos?
Mama: hindi ko naman namalayan na lumabas na pala sa bathroom. tapos nung bumaba si papa mo, tinanong niya ako kung pinalitan ko ba daw ng damit si lolo mo.
Reng: nagpalit ng damit? pano? anung damit?
Mama: yun nga ung nakakatawa e. *mom laughs*
Reng: anu nga ma?
Mama: sinuot nya ung shirt mo na pink, ung may eagle sa left side. *mom laughs hard*
Reng: *laughs* seryoso? *laughs* san nya un nakuha?
Mama: aba malay ko. san mo ba un nilagay?
Reng: ahh, alam ko na. kasi diba sinuot ko na yun khpon, since sabi mo aalis tau ult sa hapon, sinabit ko sa hanger dun sa may sabitan.
Mama: sabi ko saknya, "tay, napintas ti shirt mo a" (guys its ilocano language, meaning: tay, ang ganda ng tshirt mo a.) sagot ni lolo mo "wen". (ilocano word meaning: oo)
Reng: *laughs*
Mama: tapos magwawalking na sana sila, pero pinalitan ng damit ni papa mo. bagay pala sakanya ang pink.
Reng: mama tlga o! hahaahah :)

hahahahaha :) i was really laughing hard when mom told me the story. imgained lolo wearing a pink top. hahahahaha :) ohwell, pretty cute though! love lolo so much. ang cute cute kasi e. hahaha :) love it when he smiles. love the way he fixes his plate. love the way he says, "too much" when im putting too much food in his plate. love the way he splits the banana and gives me the other half. there was this one time, i didn't eat breakfast with them, when i was about to eat, i saw half of the banana on top of my plate, our maid told me that lolo said "sa balasang ko", for me. :) hay. lolo so cute, but he keeps om forgetting my name. hehehe :) its ok, part of being an elderly.

NEXT...

i didn't get to play BEACH LIFE all day. hehehe :) after lunch, rested for awhile and then i fell asleep. hehehe:) when i woke up, i decided to give blu and maki (my dogs) a bath. weeee! maki is soo sweet, hehehe :) after which, i took a bath too. then watched "Kasal Kasali Kasalo" with mom sa dvd.

NEXT...

Katext ko c jobsie the wholeday, ahehe :) fun fun fun katext tlga! enjoy! puro kulitan at kwentuha. missed texting jobsie a. long time din since our last kwentuhan. aion, bibili kami ng PC games na madami tas i-rerate namin tas recommend recommend! hhahaha :) basta jobsie! recommend ko tlga ung beach life sau! mageenjoy ka!

NEXT...

im so pissed off. why do i feel na cold saken ung isang tao tapos i don't have the courage to ask. my gawd! pleaseee! if you're mad or pissed off saken, tell it straight to my face. stop ignoring ad being cold to me. hindi ako manghuhula para hulaan kung anu nanaman yung ginawa kong ndi mo nagustuhan. kaya please. hindi ko alam kung san ako lulugar e. ngaun ok tau, mamaya hindi na. anu bazzzzz?! labo e! please lang ha. nahihirapan na akong makisama. *peace*

...Panalangin...

Long time, no bloggrinnggss. I've been really busy with school. Actually, i just finished my practicals for anatomy and my evaluations in anatomy and physiology lecture. Its hard, as always. The questions are so tricky, you're confident enough that you shaded the right letter on you answer sheet, but when the answer key comes out... DEADSSS!! hahaha :) the worst part is, you hadn't sleep just to study for that evaluation and then you'll flank!! hahaha :) well, yeah! i've said ths alot of times already, "there's no harm in trying! give your best shot! give your everything as much as possible!".. and ofcourse, More Sleepless nights! More FUUUNNN!!! ahehehe :) im starting to get used to sleeping at 3am in the morning and get up at 7am and attend class at 8am. this toxic life SUCCKKSS bigtime!! and who wants toxic life anyway? but when i think of the pateints or the people that will benefit from all of my sufferings in the future. well then, the sleepless nights and less social life is ALL WORTH WHILE.. :) i am determined to become a DOCTOR.. and i will become one, SOMEDAY! :)

I miss my college friends a lot :( they're the ones who's lacking in my life i think.. (besides love life..hehehe..) i miss the usual heart to heart talks on the way to school and on the way home with isay, i miss the JOE d' MANGO days every friday. i miss going home with my mandible in pain because of laughing until i cried. haha :) i missed laughing my heart out with josie and nyl.. all the corny jokes.. corny jokes that made our day.. :) i miss dancing experiences with ona. i miss laughtrip moments with nelly, bro and tina. haayy.. :( guys! i really do miss you. let's hang out this sembreak, we need it badly.. so many catching up to do.. :(

with regards to love life?! hhhhmmm.. HAPPY.. i can really say that i have moved on.. after four friggin' years of waiting.

whats with the title? anyway, its the song of APO Hiking Society and was remaked by MoonStar88. its a nice song, it reminds mo of... hehehe.. oh well, it just reminds me. this song really makes me smile and bit "kilig". i listen to it every morning since saturday.. hehe :) i would to share with you the lyrics.

PanalanginMoonstar 88

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay

Makapiling ka, makasama ka

Yan ang panalangin ko-oh

At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito

Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling

Mahal ko iyong dinggin.

Wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga

Sa tamis na dulog ng pag-ibig

Nating dal’wa…

At sana naman makikinig ka

Kapag aking sasabihin

Minamahal kita…

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay

Makapiling ka, makasama ka

Yan ang panalangin ko-oh

Yan ang panalangin ko-oh

At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito

Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling

Mahal ko iyong dinggin.

if pain must come, let it come quickly. because i have a life to live, and i need to live it in the best way possible. if he has to make a choice, may he make it now. then i will either wiat for him or forget him. waiting is painful. but not knowing what to do is the WORST KIND OF SUFFERING.

Never Say Goodbye?!

just another boring saturday rainy night for me. hehe :) haay.. im listening to my ipod and i came across this song, the title is "never say goodbye" and it was sung by jojo. it's a really nice song. the beat is good and most of all the lyrics is very very nice. :) yeah, its a senti song again. hehe :) i know this song for quite some time already, i missed it so much. hehe :) i just want to share the song to everyone viewing my blog, actually just the lyrics. but don't worry i'll find some host that has this song, so you guys can listen to it. hehe :)

Never Say Goodbye - Jojo

Never been in love Cause a girl like me Never had someone to care for Never thought there could be Someone special for me And now I'm all in love Cause a girl like me Waited patiently for someone Someone to care for me And there will never be

No more lonely, no more just me I've been there before Ain't goin no more And now that you're here I Never wanna say goodbye love Never wanna be without you No more cryin, no denyin' I'm in love with you And now that you're here I I never wanna say goodbye love

Now it's time for me To find out what the first time love could mean Little scared but its cool Cause it's worth it Now I finally fell in love And I know that it Gots to be for real (So real) It's the way that I feel So come share my world with me So there will never be

So I'm standin here Arms open wide Ready to give my heart I'm sure this time Love's gonna last for life Baby I know things change And there might be some rain But the clouds are gonna clear And the sun is gonna shine again Shine light on our love baby So let's make it last forever.

its not my first time falling in love. i fell in love for nth time already. i have stumbled, i fell, and finally now i can that i am getting up and moving on (for real!). hehehe :) i don't have somebody special right now, but im beginning to like him. hehe :) who?! hhhmmm... i'll right that here soooon...

whatttaa weeek!

at long last its friday!! weeeeee! :) its been a long time since i let my feeling outta here.. haha :) well, its been really a hell week for me! thesis defense and stuffs.. but finally its all over!! whoohoo!! PICC graduation, here i come!! woohoo! :)

yesterday, isay an i had our defense.. gawd! sizzlingggg!! super! funny din kasi sobrang dami naming nakalimutang ilagay, tas ung sa time frame namin, supposed to be threee weeks lang, nakalagay dun 3 months! ahaha :) i was shocked nung sinabi nung panel na "3 months?".. nanlaki talga mata ko dun.. waehehehe :) our dear thesis adviser was late.. poor poor us.. :( but its alright, its over though! revisions na lang! :)

its a happy day for me today.. :) weee!! its 10th of the month that's why! :) thanks ja for remembering.. weee! :) i woke up at around 9am today, got up and sat on my bed, then i started singing "nobody's gonna love me better, ima stick with you forever..", the title of the song is "StickWitU-pussy cat dolls" :) i went to the bathroom and washed my face, and i heard the radio of my neighbor and guess what?! the song that was playing was StickWitU!! weee!! :) when i checked my fone, saw three unread msgs, two of it was from ryan! :) he texted me "nobody's gonna love me better, ima stick with you forever".. :) i just smiled and say "kamusta naman ang kantang STICKWITU!!".. hahaha :) funny funny tlga.. hayy.. :) its so nice so be in love.. :) stay in love.. :) love even the ones who cant' love you back! weee!! :) happy 2nd sunshine! :)

"i love you without knowing how, when or from where. i love striahgt forwardly without complexities or pride, so i lvoe because i know no other way than this, where i does not exist nor you, so close that the hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as i fall asleep!"

weee! :) i wuv you sunshine ko! :) you make me smile.. :) you make my heart melt! i get my strength from you.. ahehehe :) drama ko! :) mwahh mwahh mwahh!! hhmmmm.. :)

when can i see you again?! :(

what does love really mean?!

i've read this on friendster's bulletin board awhile ago. i found it rather nice. what does love really mean?!

True enough, when we were teenagers it was a question which we loved to answer in slumbooks. It remains a topic that creates giggles and shrieks whenever friends talk about it. But does one really know what love is? We often mistake it for a crush, an infatuation or Sometimes, even for the sheer joy in companionship. Sometimes, we think it's a feeling that we have when our hearts continue throbbing hard when we see that special person. Or when our knees start to shake and begin to weaken.But can anyone really define love? I don't think so, not even the ones who think they have felt it, or those who are feeling it, or those who hope they will feel it. Not even my philosophy teacher. Because love is not something that you define... it's a decision.When you feel that you love one person, how can you tell that he or she won't feel the same way for the next person who comes along? Love is not a feeling, it's a decision. 'Coz, when it's a feeling, it is something that floats in the air, something you cannot touch or dare to comprehend.Love, when it's a decision, makes it solid, makes it a commitment, makes it more lasting and more real. You can feel that you can be in love 20 million times in a day, but when you decide to be in love, you can only decide to be in love with one person once in your lifetime. You commit and you hold on to that decision. And when you turn your back on that decision, it means YOU WERE NEVER IN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE.Love should never fade. Because when it does, it means it's just an emotion. Love will never fade because a decision, once done, is something you stand up for and fight for -- no matter what.What does "I love you" mean? Some people find it easy to say the words but what really matter is being ready to stand up for it when you say those words. Are you ready to face all the consequences after saying those magical words?If you can say "I love you" long after all the tough times, all the good times and after all the words that come hurting you, then the meaning of those words become real.Of course, I still believe in those words but I myself am afraid to say them. I know there will come a time when I won't be afraid of those words coming out of my mouth. When I will be strong enough to fight for love again. And I can say the words "no matter what".Saying "I love you" is a major decision in one's life. Those words should be sacred, should be kept in your heart until you are ready to commit, to fight for that feeling and to stand by those words...

i agree with the brief description of love right here. but love is not only a decision, its also a choice. i believe that love never fades, but it becomes less. we love someone eventhoug we don't get some friggin lovin in return. but in the end, we'll get tired of loving that person and you'll end up finding someone who can love you back. saying 'i love you' to someone is never easy. you should be sure of your feelings, when you utter those three words, there is no more taking back. when you say it, you should be ready to face all the challenges that you and your partner shall undergo. when you can still 'i love you' after all the challenges, hurts, pains, and all that has been said and done, then the meaning of the magical words are true to you.

JUST LOVE AND NEVER ASK! accept your partners PAST with all your heart and soul and of course without hesitations! past should be tackled up anymore, start a new! :) don't ive up on each other that easy!

hehehe :) otei ba sa morals?! hahaha :) kidding! basta keep on loving.. :) prove your guy/gurl how much you love them, do whatever it takes.. :)

six O four! weeee! :)

haven't been blogging for so long already, bur finally i got the chance to blog blog again! hahaha :) well, last friday, i went to the metro walk in pasig with my sister and with her friends.. :) we went to this resto bar called R&B revolution.. they have live bands their playing R&B songs all night.. and the band for that night was "six O four", my gawd! they sang really well, and they are all good looking, most especially, NIÑO!! wwooohohohohohoho!! :) i love him sing and i love him at all!! hahaha :) ill be watching them every friday now! hahaha :) well, here are some pix of them.. :) the first pic is Niño!! :) and the second one was all of them.. Ross, Niño and Francis! :) i think Ross is cute too, but i like Niño more! weee!! :)